friends only; kinda.
+ adding!

So, decided to make this FRIENDS ONLY. Well about 54% of entries are locked to friends only but yeah anything personal that I don't want any tom, dick and harry knowing about WILL BE LOCKED.

Feel free to add, leave me a comment and obviously if you're not a stalker and you're not like a weirdo , like a bad weirdo! then hahaha I'll add you back and hopefully get to know you. =D
 

Hai! Ah long time. Sheesh I paid for a paid account promising myself I was gonna use it regularly and well. FAIL. How are you guys?! My Lord, so much has happened. Moar Ups && Downs but then again...what is new!?

You know right now, cant be bothered to write a long ass journal, most of the times when I do that...no one comments anyways and so I see no point in taking time to do so. I wanna do so much and in so little time...and in the end, nothing gets done. It's actually very frustrating. I actually hate it. HA!

So me and My Wilson had a huge "ignorance week" and then kinda made up. I'm not sure what it was... =/ huh...odd. meh i don't really care. LOL. I'm going through a phase of 'not caring anymore' it's quite funny taking into account that I actually DO care just tell myself I don't. But then that's just me. I need to kinda learn to NOT be paranoid and insecure...but then the year is nearly over and I can't be bothered to change myself THAT much so...leave it to next year. and the year after. and possibly the year after that. or maybe I will just...nevah change. yeah maybe that could work. =]

Ermm....Huddy. Slow Dance. 80's. Cuddy. Flash Dance. House. Slow Dancing. With Cuddy. Totally Getting Got "Excited". YES I SO WELL DIED.

So. I haven't actually flailed on LJ but....I AM FUCKING GOING TO SEE LADY GAGA IN FEBURARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If I didn't have this to look forward to...psshhh life would have NO glimpse of hope or excitement atm. 18th Birthday party is a FLOP. No one has anything planned for me. That so sucks, I was hoping of a surprise party and yes I know you're thinking "if they are planning a surprise party, they wouldn't tell you" but no no NO seriously, I know NO ONE is planning a party for me. I just know, okay! <_<
My Momma wants to go to a spa...ermmm yeah, FUN. *rolls eyes*

Liek. Tuesday. Yeah KILL ME NAO. SRSLY. NAO. LIEK. RIGHT.NAO.FUGGA!!!!!!!!!!!! Beyonce && Lady Gaga..Music Video...Together...Video Phone....STFU SHFJKSGHJKFGSFJSGDJDGHSJGSJDGSJ *pees panties from excitemento*

I've exceeded my limit for usepics. FAIL.

Lost MOAR weight. Yeah, Hooray. Now I've gone past the limit where even H&M and TopShop doesn't have my size. Well...kiddies clothes fit and they're cheaper so I guess that's a plus....woohoo ^_^ mwahahahah *snorts*

This seems to be turning itself into a long ass entry. Ugh! Ah well.

I've found a new friend. His name is Javern. I love him. He is my Monster. End Of. && Yes, I felt the need to "big him up" in this entry. Woopidooda.

Okayy Okayy...Anna is coming to stay with me over New Years. HELLZ YEAH AM EXCITED. It's my Nipples for Crackers Sake!!!!!!!!! Me && That Biatch are gonna partayyyyyyyyy ALL NIGHT. And EVE is coming toooooooooooooooooooo...and Anna from Iceland. I just. Can't Even. So fuggin' excited. Gonna be celebrating New Years with My Huddies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xD

I think, that is all for now. Yup Yup. Later Baterz.

Oh and this song {Beyonce - Broken Hearted Girl...so defines me atm, so I'll leave you with it}